I am well.
I have an unhealthy obsession with guitar pedals.
Crashed my car. Bought a new one.
Starting cover band.



Passive - A Perfect Circle

“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
But I just can’t believe him, ever the optimistic one
I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To become…my perfect enemy

Wake up (we'll catch you) and face me (come one now)
Don’t play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You disappoint me”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Maybe you’re better off this way
Maybe you’re better off this way
Maybe you’re better off this way
You’re better of this; you’re better off this;
Maybe you’re better off!

Wake up (can't you) and face me (come on now),
Don’t play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Go ahead and play dead
I know that you can hear this
Go ahead and play dead
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
You fucking disappoint me!

Passive aggressive bullshit..

Alright. Considering I have submitted three photos, which hasn't happened in probably close to two years at a guess ( could be way out there) I figured this requires an explanation.

I put my old hard drive from my fucked computer in my new computer, and I discovered I had my photography archives there.

So, I sorted through them with ~scoota269 and a couple of other mates, and we cme across some photos that maybe should have made it into my gallery.

Now, bear in mind that NONE of these new photos are edited any more than a small crop on one, and image resizing. I realize these aren't my best shots ever. but they're not too bad.

So check them out!

Cheers!
B.

Why is it that the really nice guys, like, the really genuine ones, get shit on by the fucking unfaithful, untrustworthy fuckfaces?

Now, I know there are so many nice females out there. I have a lot of great female friends. So all my female friends, please don't take offence to any of this.

Why the fuck would a girl have a perfectly nice bloke who's easy going, relaxed, not an arrogant womanizing wanker feel its necessary to shit all over said person, all so she can impress her friends / family / prove how cool she is?

Now, some people who are more in the know regarding my personal life may think that this is a stab at someone in particular. And you'd be right. However, this IS NOT me whinging about it and not being over it. Couldn't care less about her.

My aim with this is to have a rant about women and the way their brain ticks. It makes no fucking sense to me whatsoever.

Chicks whinge about their boyfriends possibly cheating, that they're untrustworthy, when in some cases (I can think of two of my own) they've had the complete opposite in the past. The question is, why piss away EXACTLY what you say you want for something you say is shit?

Let me enlighten you all as to the reason:

Because you don't appreciate it until its gone. Then because you're all so headstrong (I am woman hear me roar = ) you don't want to seem regretful about what you did so you try to make the not so good situation be / seem better than it could ever be to make yourself feel good about your decision when you know you fucked up.

I'm gonna get personal now.

I have always tried to stay friends with my ex-girlfriends. My attitude is, I had fun with them and they were my friends. So obviously there is a quality I value in them somewhere.

The most interesting part about it, is what I just wrote is complete bullshit. No matter how well you think you know someone, there's always elements about them which you're not aware of.

The last person I expected to completely cut me loose after I was willing to do almost anything for them with no thought of repayment, did exactly that. Cut me loose. Why? Because of a boy. Needless to say, I got angry and said probably the harshest things I have ever said to anyone.

So here's a message going out to my previous girlfriends (except for Katie Morros, you're a champ!):

Fuck off you using, unappreciative bitches. Grow the fuck up otherwise its going to bite you on the arse.


B.

Hey guys.

Not gonna be a long one.

Life is good. Went to Apollo Bay again yesterday, this time in the old man's BF XR6. Not stupidly fast, but certainly enough to get the heart racing! Went with 3 mates, 2 driving and ~scoota269 with me. Fantastic fun. Decided to head onto the Apostles, which was a long and frustrating drive due to fuckface drivers not using the slow turnouts when they are going slow! But oh well. MANY decent skids ripped, and lots of law breaking. Can't complain.

Oh, and if anyone is keen to take me on, my best time from Lorne to Airey's Inlet is 11 minutes.

Aside from that, same shit! Hope everyone is well!

Cheers!

B.